sianz. hmm.. i understood something. nothing is absoloute. juz like i tot i can shelve it aside, bt den i discovered tt if some words are said, all those stuffs come back. hmm.. wonder wads wrong nowadays. anyway, sec 3 life sux. i dun realli like my class, bt den gt some nice ppl. bt still i prefer e1. o well, gotta try getting used to it bah. juz nw went to see one of de very old file tt i nv open for like.. 1 month + bah. too scared to open it. could haf read de contents bt if i did, i sure cannot concentrate during tuition ltr at 5.. which is like 1 hr + more. saddening, i tot de content of de file haf no more effect, bt well, even b4 i read, im alr wanting to delete it. bt well, deleting it is as easy as click 2 buttons.. bt den will it realli be deleted?? technically yea, bt den it will remain in my heart 4ever. lol. k gotta prepare for tuition. tata